I wish there was a way for me to express how deeply sorry I am.
I didnt mean to let you down but I am really struggling with money right now. I wish I could travel back in time and stop myself from spending every penny so I would have been able to be with you every weekend. But I was neglegant and in the end theres no taking back what I did.
I can understand your dissapointment and anger. I just do not want to lose you. I cannot lose you. Im willing to give you whatever amount of space and time you need but please dont shut me out. I cant keep this going without my best friend.
